I mean, you have the 'popular' kids, right. Bleach blonde hair,
Then, you have the 'nerdy' kids. Normal hair, normal faces, normal shoes, normal nails - and they're looked down on and sneered at for being, well, themselves.
In year 7, we were unintentionally and metaphorically handed a choice - either stick with the in-crowd or forge your own way. The vast majority of us milled around for a year or so, verging on the edge of our choice without fully committing. Then, year 8 came around and we all suddenly completed the transformation, as it were. I seem to have made that sound vastly more pleasant than it was, believe me, it was awful.
But to me, the whole notion of having to vote for ''best looking female'' and ''prettiest eyes'' brought back a million and one unsolved, petty problems throughout my entire school life. Of course, this isn't literal - I haven't been walking around all day punching people because they once threatened to ''make their sister iron my face'' (10 out of 10 for originality...) No, what I mean is that the slightly evil, sadistic side in everybody seems to have come out when voting in categories such as ''largest ego'' and ''biggest flirt''. The immature ones have tried to rub salt into the wounds of freshly broken up couples with ''cutest couple'' and the more ''unattractive'' among us have unfortunately been dragged into nomination for ''best female body''. I keep being told I've been repeatedly voted for in the ''most likely to become a millionaire'' category, though my form tutor told me that if the end of the world came about, I'd most definitely be there trying to save it ("most likely to save the world"). I've also been told that I've been voted for in "most likely to become Prime Minister", but I'm not that stupid...
It's nice to know that, actually, people do notice the ''nerdy'' kids. It's even nicer to know that we're noticed when it really matters. After all, we miss people for who they were once they're gone, not how beautifully false they looked.
In other news from my life, my adorable liddle Duddy was in for an operation today (she was being spayed) and I was, to say the least, a wreck over it. It all links back to my major dislike of going to the vets due to the fact that, at 12 years old, I had to make the decision to put my first rabbit (Flopsy) to sleep. He had an abcess and the vets couldn't remove it and, because he was mine, it was my decision. I could elaborate, but I won't. Anyway, Dusty's home now and she's recovering in her nice, warm hutch. Whoever or whatever it was that got her through her operation successfully (so far), thank you.
I'm going now, I have ''recommendations'' to listen to.
Au revoir, adios and doviđenja
Rachel
PS: I love this band, and I just found a song by them that sums up this post brilliantly (click the song title for a YouTube link)
"Oh, why are we keeping score?
Cause if you’re not laughing,
Who is laughing now?
I’ve been wondering
If we stop sinking
Could we stand our ground?
And through everything we’ve learned
We’ve finally come to terms,
We are the outsiders."
The Outsiders - Needtobreathe
You will still be someone else after school...that is when there is true freedom to express who and what you want to be, no one to please but yourself. The world becomes a lot bigger and people aren't watching you so closely...they are busy absorbing everything else.
ReplyDeleteYou sure sound like your head is screwed on tight, so keep making the right decisions and you may well be a millionaire!! Good luck with that and good decision just to save the world, not try an rule it (with whoever is in charge of America - George W.Bush IV or whatever).
Long live Dusty!! (I remember watching our first dog get put down then went straight round my mates and couldn't stop crying!!-I think I was about 7 or 8- My mum still sheds a tear for the last family dog when we ever mention him annd his escapades!!)
Not sure why it says anon - It's Wayne!
Ah it tells me who you are...must just not want you to know yourself. Thanks for the comment, I thought saving the world was pretty sensible too ;)
ReplyDeleteAnother good post Rach, but I have to slightly disagree on your line of completing the transformation in year 8. It's something that seems to go on constantly, people growing and changing cliques.
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